There's always gonna be another mountain ...

Someone once told me if you get what you want in life its good because it went according to your will but if you don't get what you want then that's even better because it had God's will involved and he has something better planned for you. Sometimes in life its good to fall or have someone burst the bubble you have been floating around in, it gives you a much needed reality check. It is in times like these that you realize who and what matters in life and that you are much stronger than you ever thought possible because you have it in you to start from scratch and build a new dream all over again ... This is for all those who have had shattered dreams ... just hang in there and you'll find your way again

An eerie calm encompasses me as the noise and din all fades into the night
Dazed I walk post lightning strike, past the cheering crowds comfortably numb I grow
Slowly, through the endless fog it hits me, thus ends fruitless my prized fight
Hollow of my chest I yearn to free willing for the pain to go, the tears to flow

I enter the arena, put on a smile, ignore the growing ache and join in to celebrate
Here amidst friends, wishing them glory, rejoicing alongside soothes and numbs the pain
I melt into the shadows as the rally charges ahead left alone to ponder my uncertain fate
Searching my soul for the hidden strength to start over and dream all over again

With an oath I pull myself together, a promise of better things to come my way
Armed with my mighty quill and a scroll start anew writing on a wiped clean slate
The hollow will be there but the stab of beloved memories wouldn't be forever to stay
The night is almost over, a new dawn will break, new possibilities it will emanate

As the first ray of light breaks, I hope and pray, passing time this hole may fill
Summon all my strength, wishing the cracks don't show, I trudge on ahead
I have it in me, none will see my tear, glide along purely on strength of my will
Another battle I will find, my true calling in life, put my heart and soul into it instead

You hold the key to my heart ...

From early on in my life I have been more comfortable with a pen or quill when it came to expressing my emotions rather than saying it out loud. Though one for penning it down I was never one for sharing it with others. I had always thought that when I finally did start my blog it would be to air my views on the matters of the world and I won't disappoint anyone in that regard as there would be more of that in the days to come. But the turbulence of the past few days and the people who kept me anchored along that course of time made me want to write this down as a tribute to them and the eternal beauty of human relationships ...

The stories of fairies and lands far away
All were figments of imagination to me
Until the day I gazed into your eyes
It was only then their truth did I realize

When I stumble along lost you never let me sway
Never try to change, my true self you let me be
Even in the silence or din, you hear my cries
In the comfort of your arms is my paradise

I wish my heart to you I could show some day
Break away from the fear and set myself free
I wish love were easy no games no lies
But the rules of the world give restricted tries

You are the one who sees me for real
My pain and hurt when I pretend to be strong
You are there to catch me every time I fall
Guiding me along when I run into a wall

Confuse me sometimes, I don't get our deal
Are you mine for real or have I got it all wrong
And you are just a guardian angel standing tall
In your court or mine, just where is the ball

With your tender gaze my wounds you heal
Bickering, fighting with you is what gets me along
Be here by my side is my only wish and call
For you, my dear I can give it up all